I continue to have a hard time accepting the idea that life is actually taking place, despite the fact that time has passed. I simply want this nightmare to be over with and over with my life.
This is the only thing I would prefer. My mother, Jean Houpt, who was both sweet and gorgeous, passed away unexpectedly on Tuesday. To say that I was taken aback by her passing would be an understatement.
Not only was she my best friend, but she was also the love of my life, my hero, and my entire being all rolled into one. She was everything to me. From the very beginning of my existence till the very end, my mother was the most beautiful and charming person I have ever had the pleasure of knowing.
She had the ability to see the best in other people because she loved so deeply. This was a result of the fact that she loved so deeply.
I will never be able to erase the void that is present within me. I will always be unable to do so. In spite of the fact that it seems to be impossible, I assured her that I will make an attempt to live without her.
I intend to do this even if it seems impossible. One of the things that I pray for is the idea that she is no longer experiencing any agony and that she is in heaven with all of her loved ones and members of her family.
